MUG MUG MUG. STUDY STUDY STUDY.
14 days and that's all i've got to get over those walls.
The number 14 may seem small but it isnt. Studying basically multiplys 14 by 2.
I had a revolution on the 18th of Oct. I made up my mind to study for the remaining days i had before the O levels so as to not waste my CCA points and DNT practical away, for your info, i worked my ass off for those 2.
However, the feeling of giving it all up is kicking in. I feel like shit, i cant seem to concentrate no more. And the computer is just too intriguing. Im trying to temporarily 'destroy' all temptations that would hinder my senses but all of it is being thrown back right in my face. I cant handle it.
Just imagine the internet depicting a blackhole in the computer screen that sucks you in, strangling you, suffocating you, that's how big of a temptation the internet is to me. And my hands are ever ready to pick up that guitar to jam. These temptations are like morphine jabs. You cant live without them.
it's all gonna destroy me.
It's not who i am but what i do that defines me.
